Who am I?

I am: in pain.

It all started yesterday from run'n. Blisters start building on my feet. I take my shoes off to check them out only to find that they already popped. Not a good thing. I bandage them up and try to bear the pain for the rest of the day.

During the day it hurt really bad. I guess I forgot put extra padding so that it won't hurt as bad. After Bible study, I decide to take off the day old bandage (BAD IDEA) to replace with a new one. Problem was that I accidently removed the bandage with the new layer of skin growing. Now the 3rd deep layer of skin was exposed. Major pain indeed.

5am the next day my alarm buzzes me. My right foot hits the floor and bam! i'm in pain again. I start coughing. Not a good combo. I'm a no go for work'n at the hospital today. Don't wana get babies sicker than they already are. I call in to my instructor with no response throughout the day. I went back to sleep and worked on hw for the rest of the morning.

It was frustrating to know that I have to let my foot heal on its own. I can't just speed it up. I have to get it time to let the new skin grow. That also relates with my spiritual life. There is no "pill" that will immediately boost my spirituality life up. I have to build it up over time. It took Jesus 30 years to start his ministry that impacted the whole world. He took his time because it was in His time and it turned out to be a beautiful thing for us.

So right now as I'm blogg'n, my foot is propped up and relaxed. I got to relieve the pressure of it so that it has a chance to heal. I wish I could prop up my nose. It's kinda sore from all the sneezing. *sneezes*